I woke up this morning and forgot who I am.
As I lye in bed I close my eyes and let the sunshine warm my face, "It's calling to me, what is it saying?" The prism rainbows are brighter than ever before, and my well trimmed room is foreign to me. Nomadic items such as my drum and suitcase are all that seem to capture my attention. Even in the mirror I see a well dressed beautiful woman, that I don't recognize. Who is that, and where am I?
My soul feels disconnected, in some place most others do not know exists. "Oh the Places You Will Go..."
I found a little part of who I am and what I will do just seeing this video. Someone asked me just last week, don't you want a family, to settle down and have a good job? ... or are you just a wondering nomad? Yes, all of it. I want everything. lol, and yes it's probably too much to ask.
I want to see the whole world. I want to travel, explore, be free.... I've got the guts and the willingness, but I wish I had someone to go with me. You meet the most amazing people, when I just go, I feel myself come to life. Living and existing in a world where you define the rules.
However, that alone is still not enough. I need to share it with someone, and act with a purpose. Traveling as an aimless nomad is purposeful in finding yourself, but staying in touch with yourself is something you will need to do throughout life. I need to act with more purpose, while fulfilling these inner desires. I know I am meant for something great, I'm just not sure what it is.
The thought of being stuck or having to work in one place for the rest of my life is devastating. I'm looking for a way to reconnect with myself while not feeling like a caged animal. I seek to be productive, passionate, and find someone I can connect with and love unconditionally.
