Hmmm.... My cheese is still moving... maybe it's a living culture

So, it seems that my cheese keeps on moving. I suppose if I stay in one place and try to spot my cheese without following it, I'm defeating the purpose. I'm known for making sporadic major changes in my life, and for once, I thought I'd try taking forever to make a decision and span it out to do things properly... Got my sniffer out, wiskers twitching, WHERE's MY CHEESE!!! :P

My friend Jordan is also making some major life decisions right now, after a long talk, we decided to jump into the car, drive to the store, and find our cheese. I bought 2-3 types myself, so did he, with some cheese crackers and had a feast. Love blue cheese, and sundried tomato cheese, motzerella, smoked cheese, most anything branded Kapiti cheese, cottege cheese, string cheese....Hmm... maybe I just love too many cheeses? Mac N Cheese anyone? ... 4 cheese pasta?

I'm trying to analyze it all. dead end.

Ya know, the minute my life became breezy here in New Zealand, the last thing I did was sit down and write about it. Shoot, I hardly took photos, just in the moment. Pure satisfaction. The Massey Fire Crew has become my family, and I've realized that I'm now a grown up (of sorts).

I've begun to define myself as an adult, and realized I'm not your everyday person. It'd drive me mad! I MUST TRAVEL, I must experience life, I am a nomad. I love people, more than anything. Money is a tool, nothing more, but it is important to keep on reserve. You shouldn't be held back in life by something as trivial as money.

When my Fire Club Family left, off to see the world and make the most of themselves, I found myself lost. Like I belong in a place that no longer exists, I think we all feel that way. None of us were ready to go our own ways, but the time was here. I can't wait to see where life takes them, lets make each other proud, be the people we mean to become.



Don't let fear hold you back. Let your heart guide you, your intuition steer you,  your soul balance you, and your legs drive you forward. There is nothing accept a self perplexed bubble, which I assure you stretches, that comes between you and the world around you.